I have been fucking things up daily. Something’s gotta give before I go crazy. May be single in the near future & I’m not sure I feel about it just yet. I’ll let a brutha know if it happens. :p
Ps. All I know is if it does… I can’t stay in this house. :0
Living my miserable life. Not much to say about it other than it sucks. I lost myself a long time ago. I basically live one day at a time. I have no will to plan or hope or dream. Just counting the minutes until it all ends.
So I’m leaving to Ed. this week. I know I’m going to be soo lonesome but I’ll survive. My sister’s working for 10 days & I’ll be watching my nephew. I have so much to do before I leave. I have to pay all the bills, buy groceries, do laundry, & pack. I was suppose to leave tomorrow but it’s just too soon. She doesn’t need me until thursday so I’m leaving wednesday. I need to buy mins for this phone so I’m not completely closed off from the world. Quite sad. I’m glad she has a computer though. But I miss her & my nephew so I’m excited…but sad haha. I hate being homesick.
I dislike the fact that new mothers leave there newborn children for an entire night & day to go out & party. I’m talking about less than 2 wk old babies. Fucken ridiculous.
I wish I had my license and this beast in the back was legal to drive. I’m hungry and there isn’t any food I can eat. I was going to make perogies but some sav ate them all. So I’m trying to find a way to a drive-thru somewhere so I can eat my feelings away because today is not a good fucking day.
