I’m feeling really obese these days -_-
Living my miserable life. Not much to say about it other than it sucks. I lost myself a long time ago. I basically live one day at a time. I have no will to plan or hope or dream. Just counting the minutes until it all ends.
So I’m leaving to Ed. this week. I know I’m going to be soo lonesome but I’ll survive. My sister’s working for 10 days & I’ll be watching my nephew. I have so much to do before I leave. I have to pay all the bills, buy groceries, do laundry, & pack. I was suppose to leave tomorrow but it’s just too soon. She doesn’t need me until thursday so I’m leaving wednesday. I need to buy mins for this phone so I’m not completely closed off from the world. Quite sad. I’m glad she has a computer though. But I miss her & my nephew so I’m excited…but sad haha. I hate being homesick.
"and love is not a victory march; it’s a cold and it’s a broken hallelujah."
hallelujah - leonard cohen.
"So tell me when you hear my heart stop.
You’re the only one that knows.
Tell me when you hear my silence.
There’s a possibility I wouldn’t know."